Sunday, January 16, 2005
urrgh. i really want to drop chinese. that darn teacher of ours
totally screwed my life, possibly ruining my future too!
last year i asked her about taking CLB (lower chinese lolx). she was our form teacher, and chinese teacher, so if i dont ask her, who should i ask? she OMG told me crap, and i ended up not taking CLB.
ive always thought we just have enough subjects, but then its only now that we realize we have 7 subjects, not 6!
and the worst part was she didnt know it either! i thought that if i failed my a math last year i wouldnt be able to take CLB coz i would be made to drop amath, i double checked with her and she didnt give me an answer. she just thought for a while and said 'in that case you dont take CLB larr"
big mistake. i threw away the CLB form.
now im so screwed. the first chinese test last week was alien to me, i slept through the whole test. she wasnt very happy, she complained to my dad and told me in a very sarcastic tone "you opted to not take CLB yourself!"
fuck.you.
i ignored her. but in my heart i was sooooo pissed, so angry that she actually gave me wrong directions and laugh now that ive faltered.
no. i will and must get this cleared asap. i must take CLB, i cant do chinese for real.
schools at its worst (for me that is).
one more time, fuck you mrs ___ ?
oops i forgot her name. whatever, whoever she is.
xoxo
joce-lyn
1:18 PM